I make much in these blog posts of my plebian cultural
tastes. I am forever going on about how
many games of FreeCell I play and the schlock novels I read. Now this is not a mere Internet pose. I really did watch The Young and the Restless daily for more than twenty years. I really do read schlock novels, although I
stopped reading Robert Ludlum novels after I discovered that he is dead and his
novels are being written by Clive Cussler [who is now so successful that his novels are written by someone else
-- sort of like Ford motor cars being made even after Henry Ford died.] And the FreeCell win counter tells me that on
this computer alone I have played more than 8,500 games.
Why do I do this?
Mostly, it is because it amuses me to represent myself as a cultural
doofus when I have spent my life explicating the arcana of the philosophy of
Kant, the economic theories of Marx, and the finer points of Game Theory. But partly it is because I am painfully
conscious that I am not, as I repeatedly observe, a true scholar, inasmuch as I
cannot really read German, know very little math by the standards of real mathematicians,
and have never actually taken a course on Economics in my life [although I did
teach Introductory Micro once.] I think
I figure that if I say it first, I will forestall the inevitable scoffing by
those who really are expert in the various fields I pretend to have
mastered. My intellectual life is a
constant high wire act without a net.
Perhaps the most often repeated of my self-deprecations is the
meme I have fashioned [if I may appropriate a useful word] of myself being
dragged off to see good films by Susie despite my preference for shoot 'em ups
with no redeeming social value. Now, I
really do like movies featuring Arnold Schwarzenegger or Steven Seagal or Tom
Cruise [despite his regrettable embrace of Scientology], but recent experience
is compelling me to reconsider my
self-description.
Last weekend, Susie dragged me off, for the third time in a
row, to see a good film at the local Indie theater, and yet again, I left the
theater thanking her for making me pass up the latest blockbuster at the
multiplex across the street. This time
the movie was Chef, a modest little
feel-good movie about a gifted cook who cuts loose from the constraints of a
successful restaurant [owned by the villainous Dustin Hoffman] and finds his
inner artist running a sandwich truck. Oliver
Platt does a nice turn as a restaurant critic, and Scarlett Johansson, whom I
have always found a trifle weird, shows up to advantage as the chef's gorgeous,
successful [at what?] ex-wife. The movie
is really about a father's bonding with his son, and the most violent scene is
the chef's brutal dismembering of a pile of vegetables with his trusty chef's
knife.
Now look. Despite my
life-long infatuation with Kant, I am an empiricist at heart, so when evidence
piles up that one of my cherished beliefs is false, I feel a certain compulsion
to reconsider. Maybe I actually like
good movies. Who knew?
However, just today, the Arts section of the NY TIMES has a full-page ad for a new
Jason Bourne book. My heart fluttered as
I anticipated, in the fullness of time, yet another Matt Damon classic. Old habits die hard.
I am an empiricist at heart, so when evidence piles up that one of my cherished beliefs is false, I feel a certain compulsion to reconsider. Maybe I actually like good movies. Who knew?
ReplyDeleteIn my experience this also applies to food.
Honesty at its finest and humility at its strongest. Thumbs up.
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